Back in Athens for the Christmas Holidays...Strange feelings once again,this time more than ever...I guess the last traces of the luxury of ignorance left me long ago...So,here I am in my house,aware of everything that goes on and with no way of solving it...I'm not sure I make sense,but can't say I care that much.I am a firm believer that when a situation gets bad then you find your way out...You might ignore it for some time,but how long can one keep pretenses and shut out everything?Christmas at home with no Christmas spirit...Don't get me wrong,I know that world has way too many problems and I'm also aware how lost is the true meaning of Christmas,but you know what?I need the magic,I need to feel that everything is gonna be fine,I need to know that people will face the problems and solve them,always respecting and accepting each other.Right now I do need to feel that even for a day,we can look at each other and smile and feel good...